letter #4

September 26

today the sky told me

that tomorrow would be beautiful.

I believed it.

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but when I woke up, it was already dawn.

I realised I had overslept.

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how many moments have I missed with open eyes?

how many fragments of feelings remain there - in dreams - ?

December 16

today I told the sky:

- from now on, I'll learn not to sleep

and collect my feelings.

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but it advised me to stop and not to be afraid to fall asleep,

because I might grow tired and can forget how to breathe.

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the third time we met on March 6, i no longer remember which year.

it stroked my head,

and I dreamed.

I was no longer afraid.